Was in a world where humans were killing each other. I was dating kani (my ex who commuted suicide 3 years ago I still love her very much). We were told to shelter in a big barn where we hid. Gunmen came and fired freely. Jatin and aviral got shot. I was so sad i was crying. I was with aviral in his last moments. Then with Jatin. Who told me to get his Spotify login from Lukas cuz he has some songs i need to listen. Then he died. I aaw kani was tired. I went to her said hi. Sat down with her she was in my lap. I kissed her said I'll save you dw. I picked her up started walking down the flooded road. Looking for help. Back in that barn those shooters kept coming. We found some police but they couldn't help us they were busy rescuing. I went down a dark alley lonely. Went down railway tracks. Someone said my name on a rickshaw. It was shivek. He said hop on. I was so happy to see him. He picked us up, one white girl, adi and pratham. And another person. We were smiling cuz we survived. I kissed kani told her I love you. Everyone smiling but I thought about how people i loved are gone..
This dream seems to be reflecting inner turmoil and unresolved emotions from various aspects of your life. The overall theme of humans killing each other and the chaos in the dream world may symbolize feelings of conflict, aggression, or power struggles in your waking life. The presence of Kani, your ex who committed suicide and whom you still love deeply, could represent feelings of loss, guilt, and longing for closure. Your desire to save her in the dream may indicate a subconscious wish to protect her memory and hold onto the love you shared. The shooting and deaths of Jatin and Aviral could symbolize feelings of helplessness, grief, and the inability to save or protect those dear to you. Jatin's request for his Spotify login may suggest a desire for connection and comfort through music or memories of the past. The flooded road, dark alley, and railway tracks could represent feelings of uncertainty, isolation, and vulnerability in your current situation. Seeking help but finding no immediate solution from the police could symbolize a sense of being overwhelmed or ignored in your waking life. The appearance of Shivek and the feeling of relief and survival when he picks you up on his rickshaw may represent a sense of support, friendship, or hope in challenging times. The group of people smiling and surviving could symbolize resilience, unity, and the ability to find joy and connection amidst difficulties. Overall, this dream may be reflecting your deep emotional struggles, unresolved grief, and the need for support and closure in dealing with past traumas. It could be a sign to address these feelings, seek help or guidance, and find ways to heal and move forward in your waking life.